Its sunday morning. outside the open window church bells lilt an old hymm. i am wearing your shirt again sipping a coffeee. All seems familiar even your smell is with me. It is the only thing that brings me comfort since the sickness won the final battle. I pick up the telephone dialing our number again and again. Just to hear your voice once more. I savour every nuance and inflexion of you. for a brief moment you are with me again. And comfort falls like down feathers. you ask me to leave a message. i whisper i miss you honey.