She set the scene Like they do for the movie screen Very thing she did had a meaning She cleaned the house till it was gleaming
She tried to pretend she hadn't planned it for months, for weeks, for days But everything she did has something different to say
She had ordered a surgical scalpel online Praying it would come in time It arrived a few days ago And today would be her last show
She put on her favorite dress The wrinkles out of it she gently caressed She added rose petals to the bath water A reminder of all the loved that had faltered A couple of candles, for the light That in her eyes no longer shined, her soul was as black as moon less night She put on a little makeup, there would be no tears to smear it They were all dried up, her life was ****
She slowly lowered herself into the tub She didn't want a mess, it would contain her blood She took that surgical tool, Determined to end all that was cruel She didn't have to press to hard She was dealing death's card She made the slits down her wrist Watching all of her life's blood flow out filled her with bliss The water soon turned a crimson red She just relaxed, there was no dread The candles like her life soon expired She had gotten what she had so desired
The iron smell of her blood soon filled the room It's aroma was a forbidding doom Her face despite the makeup was ashen white But a smile creased her lips, she was done with life's fight She looked so peaceful, so at rest For her tourtured soul has no longer imprisoned within her flesh