I find myself in a colder place growing older, not wiser it seems the light has subsided from my face fixed in the stare of old dreams a simple life I once desired a partner and children to love a haven from those who relent who are mired in the madness a few rise above I grow slowly and silently into this place of solitude and fear that I am drifting too calmly that I am hiding too well for another to find me here