Despite my best protestations And all those hours wrought With layer upon layers Of debilitating frustrations I find that I am fallen Reckless heart affected By loves unrequited affections Silver eyes aflame That wears poetryβs And natureβs true name The author of my desires Only a digital ghost Reflected in photos And words Flowers and philosophies I imagine how they sound and tasted Flowing from the soft full lips I wish that I could only love The spirit of her art But my heart rends it valves Spends blood furiously Wanting the seen and unseen Desiring the poetry of Her body and mind