Your family never really liked me
They thought of me as a bad influence to you
They thought of our relationship as unhealthy
In my defense, they never really knew about me
I tried reaching out, I put away my pride just to get closer to them
But I only embarrassed myself
In the end, I was just a fool
Trying to be accepted by them, trying to be loved by them
I am thankful though
Because at least they were courteous and nice enough
To talk to me when I'm around
For me it was awkward
It felt like they were just waiting for me to make mistakes
Just to prove that I really am not the right one for you