There at the beginning, That rising hour. The sun shining beyond the morning dew, Can all be lost in a sedated life. Buried beneath the lost few, I have felt the burden of this world. Bearing heavily on this soft skull, Bringing a point to this sleepy lull. That I have left myself in to do, Now after all this time I must awaken. Or face a darkened end despaired, For all the things I have mistaken. A hard choice to make, A grief to bear. A piece of my heart given, In hopes of something new. But all the while in this waking, I'm left in the night alone construed.