a pink and purple prison where paint peels off white washed walls concealing pleas for help
i am incarcerated, eating tiny white candies and drinking honey
while empty eyes stare for they know the demon they let him crawl inside their throat red raw from his dark claws
while the world turns, people with honey in their stomachs wonder why i've evaporated
but they don't understand that my bed is empty, a plastic mattress with smooth sheets and soft blankets and i am empty with hollow limbs and wide smiles
when i wither to nothing and let the demons come, i swallow them whole so i don't feel like nothing anymore
i am so hungry, i want to feel alive. i want my chest to feel full of honey and love. i want to feel something.