has ceased to provide its mutilating function Descartes has severed us entirely from the bravery of being whole and ignorant of refusing fire and making love and war in the same anti-time we rejoice at the challenge of destruction and forget the ease of ruin the engines of despair working us ceaselessly well I am incapable unwell I am capable of anything except to add more paper to the bonfire of Earth's dead shell which we inhabit like a plague