maybe
all i've ever wanted is for someone to hold my hand
and to know that they will never let go
maybe
you are just too busy being right
to see how badly i need help
maybe
I've tried to fill the fissures in my heart
with music and school for too long
maybe
the reason im doing my project on personality is so
i can find a way to change mine
maybe
im terrified of the next moment
when you might slam me down
the second i open up

maybe i don't want to be the smartest
maybe i don't want to be just like you

maybe
i cry tears that you had no idea were even there
maybe i need a friend who means it for once

but one thing i am sure of
i was wrong when i thought
that i could find that friend
in you