Lying all alone by yourself...
With all of your thoughts to keep you company..
When your world around you
Remains dead and dark...
When your demons come to life, killing you with every sick memory you hate...
When your heart no longer beats, for it turned to stone.
When your eyes burn like hell because of all the crying, but no tears fall...
When your sick to your stomach for hating yourself all and all...

Thats when you start to comprehend the fact that
You are not good enough
You are not worth it
You are far from perfect
He deserves better than you
You can not give him what he needs
You are not beautiful
You look pathetic
You should end your misery


Its the point of no return.