You parade they kids like a trophy You tell me what I've missed Crying, ***** nappies, and **** Sure it must have been bliss But you’re right You have something to show Blossom and grow Something I’ll never know But do you know what I’ve seen a thousand sunrises Killed all around the globe Cried for the sake of crying And yes, I’ve got nothing to show But would I change it Hell, no So, ask the question Why Do I want to die The answers no Yet the fear takes me back Not so cool Excitement, that’s for fools Graves are full of those I have this recurring dream about life The clock is ticking down I need to get to the otherside But its never there The search will end someday It will be time to go The clock is ticking for the life I know