I’m going crazy Having to live this ****** up life of mine Letting all the **** be I’m going crazy Is there something mentally wrong with me? Holding the monsters inside of me back I’m going crazy Not being able to talk to anyone Not having anyone to love I’m going crazy Helping everyone else with their problems Letting the emotions rage on inside of me I’m going crazy Worrying about others opinions; and not my own Watching and listing to everyone else faking it I’m going crazy Hearing everyone else scream and shout at me Always being treated unfairly I’m going crazy Relying on myself and keeping others out of my life Seeing everyone else so happy and being so depressed I’m going crazy Though I’ll continue to tell everyone I’m fine