we obsess over top speed and delays when distance should be measured in loneliness instead of miles we travel in light and time a fate both cold and sweet stuck in orbit on a lonely blue marble so we dream some borrowed, some our own sometimes regretting something we should have done but never did we watch the news but just for while 'cause it makes us feel like we're a play that was put on and the director got bored and threw away the key another explosion tears flesh apart and we're reaching for the remote as high-definition cable paints their far-away wounds with bright salty colors and we get to watch as our lives happen in the ruins of our most perfect, innocent selves some walked away in anger some never returned some had a kid but who's counting unless it costs money another candle in the none-the-wiser cake we bought more beautiful things maybe to hide the ugly inside when did we get so afraid to even look inside? afraid of what we might see afraid that there is still good but that it comes at a price happy birthday earth didn't get you a present it's not yet on sale