You sit boredly in your seat, scrolling your phone and taking notes when the texts start rolling in
Your name Three dots
Worry sets in, your friend is downtown, she's probably safe with others So why the sad texts
"I just threw up" More worry "I'm sobbing" Slight panic
It must be something about her family It has to be He has to be fine
"You're scaring me" You send, tears brimming in your eyes He has to be okay Everything is okay
"We need to hang out after school, promise" But you can't promise Not until you know what's happened Not until you know he's okay
"He's gone"
Your body goes numb as a shock wave shoots through you The tears start falling You raise your hand to leave, the other covering your mouth
"I'm sorry"
You call out the teacher's name, everyone looks as you ask to go to the office Everyone looks as you leave the room crying
You meet a teacher half way The voice coming out of the walkie talkie is saying your name The voice says they're looking for more of your friends next
You walk into the office and see them all there None of them know what's about to happen None of them know how much they're about to break down
You're led in to a room in the back as you ignore the violent buzzing of your phone And as you see his family The reality of this hell begins to set in
They tell you all he's gone And everything inside everyone snaps Everyone's sobbing Everyone's shaking His closest friend sits next to you You two are crying the hardest
You begin to check your phone And you're practically just a vessel as you respond Tears streaming down your face Emptiness in your heart
You can't stop sobbing The memories all flash before your eyes And you remember how happy he was when you last spoke
You remember the last few conversations you had with him while others begin writing their last messages
You remember the last thing you said to him was in a snapchat days ago And the final thing you told him as he lay in the hospital, lung infection slowly destroying his body
You sob again at what it read, your last parting words
"Hey kiddo...get not sick..."
Opened: Friday, October 8
I'll see you again soon, don't forget me before then...