You've learned to mimic emotions
despite your inability to actually
feel a ******* things

I scream*  
I Love You

Please don't do this

While being held tightly in your embrace
like iron rods wrapped round me

I see in your eyes
someone I no longer know
the illusions gone & the mask has fallen

I see the real you

too late

oh

its too late

too late for me

We seemed so happy together  
becoming one  
I was falling for you

I didn't listen to my woman's intuition

You have had this carefully plan out
every detail in advance

You have contingency plans in place
I'm sure of it

I have to fight but soon as the thought enters my mind
you slam me down

winds knocked out of me and my head spinning

Your quick movements
has me up against a tree trunk
I can feel the ropes
being tied tightly

I open my mouth to scream
beg & plead

swiftly you stick a rag in it

Guess you've really thought of everything
you know me too well

The streams taunting
me it's so inviting
if only.........

To late you're standing over me

I look up & you have this charismatic
charm about you as your smiling down at me

This is what caught my eye in the first place
that smile of yours

******

I should of know not to trust you
  One Year & Six Months ago

You're unremorseful
as I watch you dissociate emotionally
from all your actions taken place

Unremorseful of the feelings
I have towards you

I moan and you look at me
through me and
past my soul

chilling me as you walk closer

The stream is taunting me
it looks so inviting

Oh well

This is only

Only*

*A Story!
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