Smoking my camel blues
Trying to get over you
I feel death when you stand close and
Time is a *****
And she's ******* me over.
I will stay sober
because the taste of wine,
reminds me of your lips.
begin drinking more water to cleanse me of sin.
hoping to make me pure.
i just want to forget her.
her.
the one who made me remember that -
all the times
I felt like dying
made me more alive.
i don't want Death to put her arms around me
anymore.
i want the Oregon air
to swallow me whole
so i can feel beautiful
and free
forever.
i will not wait to feel alive
i will feel that way as soon
as i am breathing in oregon's air.
I am alive.
I am free.
I am alone.
i can be me.
here.
forever.