I want to fall into the darkness that is within my soul where its safe from everything where I'm numb and feel no more where I'm cold as the night and cold as winter day I feel nothing I know what I only need to know cold as ice and cold as the rain that comes on a night of cold in the summer cold and lonely like the moon floating in a endless darkness safe from everything I hold dear yet hurts me with lies and I fall into this darkness cold cold darkness where no light can touch me where the darkness controls me where I feel my serenity when the darkness is around me when I feel the cold lonely moons rays on me I smile and let out a breathe I had been holding darkness makes me numb that is what I need now my tears fall but in the quiet of a dream oh how I feel the pain of a broken world darkness holding me, hiding me numbing darkness within keeping me safe