i feel like i'm going to explode
and i'm talking so fast and so shrill
and my words are filled with love and heartache
i wish i was appreciated as much as i deserve
i'm blinded by my own breathing shortage
how painful it is to feel like i'm drowning
breaking my fists whilst cracking my walls
i emanate a whole field of despair
and i **** myself inside until i realize that it's pointless
i'm so soft and this world will probably eat me up
the white ceiling seems too bright for my sore eyes
words hurt more than people can imagine