A small explosion within me aflicts pain to my heart, Then wonder how much it'd hurt when you break me apart, You lie to me and say on my face 'No baby I can never lie to you', It feels like you slapped my face saying internally that I don't care, I try to gather the pieces around me arrange them wisely, But still through my smile my creased forehead and shallow eyes, Why oh why don't you see I'm not fine? Am I not obvious or is it merely that you don't care? I'm just an infatuation that you wanted to procure, use and then dispose off, Is this what you say? Okay ! I know I'm a little too possessive but does that mean you shouldn't care?