There's too much in me to get out I don't expect you to know What all of this is really about All I can do is try to show My deepest and most serious intentions I don't expect you to understand All of this pain and all of this tension Life has far too many demands For me to try to comprehend So I search and I wander Looking for the means to meet the end But all it does is continue to make me ponder Why I continue to do this What's the purpose? How do I get through this? Is it worth it?