To better understand the mind of myself, that I know is an addict, a procrastinating word twister, listener, holding truths that only cut the skin. The flesh, below, withstands like some sort of iron, gift. Lifting my soul to look for my Lord, finding that I am insane in the brain, not for the Lord but for the love of liquor, the love of herbal, whole mind insecure but the Lord knows I can move. With my voice the very mountains that surround me I can and I will land in heaven with my Lord smiling, smiling, cleansed of the world's habits. Having the power to entertwine with the very nature of true minds.