I know I'm not enough. I promise, I know. So please, I'm begging you, stop reminding me. I promise, I never forget. But sometimes I get tired of being sad, being upset. I start to hold myself higher, I let myself get past that roadblock. But then you drop it suddenly atop me, and I'm left further down the track than I ever was before. I know I'm not enough. How many times will you remind me?