Take me back to before now
To before I knew your smile and smell your hair
To that time I saw
To before this tunnel vision
To calm and serenity
To revelry and dirt bikes
Now its the madness
Its eye hazy, mind lazy, heart beating, mouth drying
Stomach churning and hand shaking
I used to be human
Now I'm a either alien or dead.
Though I go in and out like a needle
I want to suture to you for life
And if we must break i want to leave with a piece of your skin
I'll put it in my pocket and smell it when no one's looking
And if you don't want to ever see me, I'll break into your place and tattoo my face on your chest .
I'm insecure. I'm unsure. I have ugly doubts. My scares are  horrifying. I can't stand mirrors. They remind me of the man I was. But if there's anything I have it'll always be in you, in your touch, in the way you take me apart in my thoughts.

Take me to the time when I'll be there in front of you
To hear you call my name and say it like a song
To when riches or lack,
Strength or slack
White gray or black,
Or deaths' crease can't hold us back