take me to Bukowski's grave, we can drink, and talk about our past lovers who left bad tastes in our mouths. The ones who's clumsy hands, left bruises on our, fragile bodies, we were treated so badly, we did not deserve any of the sadness we did not deserve, what we felt. we poked needles into our skin, and injected unworthy people, into our veins. we were not whole. we gave lovers parts of us, we needed to keep. parts of ourselves, we thought we could never get back and then, we met each other. and with you, i am whole.
written at 4 a.m. last year, after you broke up with me.