I've not developed the negatives so that I can see the positives still wet behind the ears trapped within my fears as I sit here in the dark trying to leave a mark to be remembered for something good instead of just being misunderstood so let me try to explain why I focus on the pain see its not by choice that I listen to the voice the chorus of doubt there's no way out there's no way out a zoo of words arriving in herds the stampede of sentences I guess that's what my sentence is inside this brain cell my bottomless well a lifetime guarantee of poetry.