twilight dances on my desk sun rays doing pirouettes urging me to get up to do something anything that’s no less than an achievement in and of itself and yet I ignore their plea and despite the proximity between me and the inevitable arrival of Cronus himself I continue to sit not mindlessly but rather aimlessly watching the sun rays turn into romanesque shapes and figures at the touch of my fingers and I wonder about what will happen if my actions won’t come with a beaming certificate for me to put up proudly on my old and dusty desk to proclaim that I, myself, have meaning