Bathing in sunlights golden glow My chest is hollow Breaths sinking in duranged seas of self pity Black holes reflecting no emotion in my skull That twinkle in my eyes been lost I took it from myself I break it every day Conscience gone What have I become I'll never forget this day The day I lost my humanity The day I knew I wasn't supposed to be here Burry me in my mistakes In my misguided intentions In tears shed for my name Drown me with them Pouring this sickness down my throat Fill this empty vessel with it In hopes that I don't reject it In hopes that I can one day Know the warmth I missed out on Bathing in sun lights golden glow Oblivious to my surroundings To my peers Restore me Or let me lay here until night falls And I can rest helpless In soft decay