The way I loved you was like the way someone sleeps. I fell in love with you slowly, then all at once. Then I was dreaming, I was living the dream. Perfect boyfriend, happy relationship, no problem in sights. But then it became a nightmare. You got lost and I could never seem to find you, but I always knew, or hoped, you were there. and then, I woke up. and I realized none of it was real. Just a figment of my imagination, everything was a lie. Just something I wanted to be true. The way I feel now is the moments after you get over the terrified feeling and the realization of the fact it never happened, the part were your still a little tired. Still a little in love. But you know you cant go back to sleep, so you lay awake, not sure of what to do.