Living with anxiety disorder is hard for me while I am in a serious relationship. Although I am falling for a person who said those 3 magical words to me before I could say them to him, my head and heart are constantly contemplating whether or not this could actually be forever. He is the first person who I am in a serious relationship with and I pray to God that this is forever but I can't help wondering whether or not this is just temporary for him. Will I just be another ex like before women before me? I know that our relationship is stronger than those of the girls before me and that he constantly reassure me that he loves me and wants me forever, but my anxiety gets the best of me and I am forced to hide my constant fear of something that makes me so happy coming to an end.