I can't get you off my mind.
From the time we met,
Up until our very last break
There's so much I just don't get.
Are you doing okay?
Have you found someone new?
Do you miss me?
Do you think about me too?
Does rage consume you
When you think of me?
Or are you perfectly fine?
Because I'm just some fading memory.
Do you play that last day
Over and over in your mind?
Wondering what could've went differently?
Would you rewind time?
Are you saddened by what we lost?
Or do you see it as a gain?
If you looked me in the eye,
Would you feel my pain?
Before bed it's the worst.
Actually its bad throughout the day.
My body trembles with pain,
Why didn't I stay?
Would it have been worth it?
To succumb to your insane needs?
To deal with your anxiety?
Thinking of it now, I'd do as you please.
Maybe I am insane.
I've probably lost my mind.
Because when it comes to you,
I'm totally blind.