contagiously engaging, locking myself away through my eyes, into a world unreal, beautiful roses , pinks and blues, I have the sleeping while rolling out a lost list of philosophie blues, you choose, cause into this unreal world, it could end in a matter of seconds, my heart is saddened by that short delay, of holding my exes hand again, or spending mother and son time, ended, so sleeping for me is not a good thing.