when will i ever learn...
i'm thinking never if even ever
the cause and effect of the hurt
with my actions all that happened

when will i ever see...
the air i breath is not all about me
when all of my thoughts and deeds
bring focus to the changes i need

when will this i confess...
that out of this i made a mess
from what i had to what is left
all the way to what i should have kept