The corners of the pages fold in on themselves, and the blankets are still a mess from before. At night the pyramids talk to me, and the sails of ships. We converse about who I used to be. Hidden under petals, privately ruling a petulant world; no one approaching me with weak teeth trying to tell me to enjoy being alone. There are no ashes in these bones. Vines grip and swallow me and keep me warm. In the morning I make the bed before weak knees walk the city. Alone is my home. The zipper pull of the train tracks is the loudest quiet I have ever made love to.