it is 9:24 and the insecurities of you haunt me like gray skied-snowflakes I wish I could crush them in my yellow-white teeth till they are powdery turned into a powerless narcotic diet soda tastes sweeter than regular spilling onto the seat of the car I ordered it anyway it's raining and there are diet coke kisses on my tongue cloudy raindrops on my forehead dandelions in my eyes