I didn't understand What cursing was Was oblivious To why people acted out
I never understood The anger I felt inside
Although small And visibly frail I gave myself a beating Every time I got mad I lashed out at myself Then I was bleeding But I was only a child then Still in kindergarten
My anger grew As my body And my mind did
Something Once so pure Had slowly been Tainted
Life had been cruel So I was cruel To myself I gave my emotional damage Life through my skin Granting my pain A physical presence
Over the years It only got worse My parents sent me away I was scared and all alone But little do they know I never changed
The wounds progress Deeper they go Into my flesh And I lose control Of everything I am For this one moment To feel again Until the wound closes
There is blood All around me It surrounds me And I panic
I was always this way I can never change A life so broken So tragic