Past! Oh Past!
Memories bounded that ever last
All together crowded moved all   the way
To the present where I stay.

Many Moments fills my heart with sorrow,
What I did yesterday wasn’t fair for tomorrow.

Still that blunders makes me low, tears flow
Frustrations that spark, lost in loneliness
With heavy heart where all seems to be darkly dark.

At times one thought strikes
Nonetheless now time have moved all long
Still I ponder what made me do so wrong
That broke someone’s heart
Really a red card for my life begin
Now I can too feel, wasn’t it like bee’s sting?

Though I got repentance
Also experienced an instance
But can God give me exchange to
Cover all the blobs I made
Could it fade with that ease?

Past! Oh Past!!
Not in size in a kind
It makes my mind ponder for while
Whether to realize or blame at you
Should I cry or start a beginning new?

Oh Lord, please help me now
To take a fresh now
To live life with meaningful existence
Make my today a good instance
Past! Oh Past!!
Sorry to make you weep
Promise now to sow seed
One day would be a huge tree with sweet fruits
Positive aura covered by its long roots

Once again I’ll call you
& recall what I did
That time won’t make you weak filled with guilt.

Past! Oh Past!
Let’s meet sooner again
For while I will busy with life game
Checking that it I don’t reiterate the mistakes same
Got  to know, lessons have to be learnt, not to blame
Fight with challenges clearing future; promise me, you  always guide me as a teacher