i have fallen so hard i have hit rock bottom i have been on a spiral that takes me only downwards i have been invisible, for as long as i can remember i have isolated my soul i have tried to let myself give up i have stayed six-feet underground, mentally i have been choked with despair i have been swallowed by nerves i have been consumed by fear, my mind and body withering i have been torn into pieces, paper thin i have been ripped off my opinion, my bones crying to be heard i have been broken down into tiny fragments, each embedded on paper i have left my thoughts everywhere; in people, in books, in songs, in journals, in the rain,
but here i am- i am on my way upwards i am collecting the bits and pieces, i will not try to connect them i am carving my path towards my dreams i am being heard, i am a voice worth listening to i am a part of someone i am a part of something i am growing i am accepting i am learning
my mind will be reborn, my body and soul surrendered to faith my thoughts untangled, my feelings splattered like paint my spirit is no longer blank- *i am no longer a hole, i am whole.