your there, i try to be invisable i cant take it your there smileing casue you see me i turn around you call out my name and laugh i shiver and turen back around you smile that smile again and i walk over your smile its inviting i get there and you stick your knife of words in my cheast i breath, and turn and walk away i go to the bathroom and cry its happeing again i take my pencil and scrtch the surface of scars that had finaaly healed they crack open i take my rist band and slide it over nobody will know i will live in scilence