I don't know anymore, I don't understand myself and my surroundings, I don't like who I am becoming. A moment I'm okay and then in pain.
The soft sounds of melodies , flow through my brain, reminding me that I'm not sane. I don't know if this is normal and I couldn't really care, I'm just so sad and I don't understand.
I'm scared and it hurts to much to care, I wish I understood this feeling because now....