i did not want this
i do not want to live like this
i hate this world
i hate this so much
i just want to **** myself
i want to destroy my soul
i want to blow my brains out
i want to die
i'm a disappointment to my family
i'm a disappointment to everyone
i don't want to live anymore
i want to end it all
no more problems
no more grievances
no more judgements
i wish i would just die