It's not you, it's me Quite literally It's you Doing the sowing It's me That is reaping The results of your words Your hands Your fists How you ball them up And ****** your actions in them The days that you're gone When I need more than one word Your silence is deafening Your absence threatening To leave me feeling What you must think Human trash must feel like You only said you loved me When alcohol flowed Through your veins Or when smoke Clouded your judgement Which must mean You could not love me While sober It's not you, it's me It's definitely not How it is suppose to be Do you not know What it feels like To put salt on a wound? If you had You wouldn't have Loved me like you did The way you say You still do