i left a few hair ties, half a bottle of lavander shampoo, and my favorite knit sweater in a west coast city
i'm heart-set, i'm hell-bent, i'm coming home
this east coast blood boils too quickly in the sun
we are addicted to seven different kinds of pills & we are slurring our words with sleeves pulled over our wrists & we are counting down the days til this ends, but we don't know what this is or what happens to us when it breaks
so we are skipping rocks across the susquehanna and speeding down 6 and 11 to the diner off college ave & my eyes are burning from the wind ripping through this quiet town,
and i can wear that thick hoodie you bought me in philly, with flannel interior (i like that hoodie, it smells like the warehouse we snuck off to, to smoke your dad's cigarettes when we were fourteen and first flirting with the decline that we're now hopelessly devoted to) but my organs will shiver each time you change shifts on the way out of town; chilled to the bone; an omnipresent ache
we are running to jersey again, for a salt water sunday and a breath of ***** air
always taking laps around the tri-state, trying to stop the boredom from burning holes in our shoes
so portland, hold my hand, drag me back, my legs are tired from all this running & i need you now
*west coast whispers, west coast whispers, you're safe here where the ocean meets the land. i'll hold your hand