When will it take for me to speak?
Will I wait?
Should I?
I don’t know.

When will I finally say,
that it’s you who makes me shiver?
When? Will it be today,
or tomorrow?

When will I see,
how pathetic I actually am?
for thinking of saying
what my heart’s screaming

When will I have the courage,
to actually say something?
After weeks, months,
or years?

Will I ever? Or not.
Should I?
No.
I will never.