Sometimes I think to myself that I wasn't meant for this world, to have one lover, to have one friend, losing all of it was my simplistic motto, and even if I had good days, it still would not suffice, but to sacrifice for others, I would always lend a helping hand, while he betrays me, while she gives away my love to another man, if anything I've learned for my life situations, but who are we growing into in the coming years in our lives, to bring up the courage to say no more, and enough is enough, Lord just **** me now!