loneliness. what is it? for me, it's pacing up and down in the middle of a road barefoot staring up at that stars, knowing that inside the house my two best friends are making love to each other, wondering why that can't be me too. instead i walk along this broken asphalt and it's 1 am and i'm staring at those tiny lights feeling so far away and empty. missing you, but knowing that i probably lost us. i'm sorry.