I don't remember the last time I felt awake
My mind has always been exhausted

Swollen eyes and red sockets
Made it so hard to stay awake
The after taste of my tears made me want to sleep forever

I'm always sad
Unless dead, sleeping is the only way out

I'm tired of everything
The world is too cruel to enjoy
Too cruel to wake up for

Honestly, too cruel to breathe for

I can't wait for the last breath that I take
Because in the after life
I'll be awake