special people do special things to help the world
into a better place, but when the mind
is cloudy with doubt being special is like a
dog burring a secret bone in the depths of the ground

Gravity pulls you down but is it more effective than pain
(for I do not know happiness as it usually is striped from me)?

Deprived of my childhood, its hard to stop what
you don't know
especially when you have no control over it.

Lost Thoughts.