It's been years and I thought I was fine What wasn't for me came easy I didn't need a sign Leave in the night with no regard I was right not to take it an extra yard Numb and oblivious I've been Living with thought and no serious sins I look at my screen and see your delirious grins So far away and no intent to explain loose ends In the night I saw your face You walked by me with no change in pace In a dream I was haunted by hopeless elegie Waking up with empty hope and returning greif The look of your cresent lips and teeth Left me uneasy I just want the past to stay out my mind and behind me No regret and much remorse with a ****** up head, heartfelt hate, and memories