It was my fault I couldn't handle The demons of your past While trying to Exorcise my own.
It was my fault I couldn't slay The dragons Surrounding your tower And save you from yourself.
It was my fault I couldn't swoop in And pluck you From the depths Of your Hell's fires.
It was my fault I couldn't save you.
It was all my fault Because I couldn't see Past the end of my own nose.
It was my fault I learned to cook and clean And pay all the bills When I was eight years old. (You were "sick" on the couch.)
It was my fault I learned self defense And how to slid a knife Between a man's ribs When I was twelve years old. (You threw me out on the street to fend for myself.)
It was my fault I learned the sweet taste Of the siren named Whisky And her silken embrace's escape When I was fourteen years old. (You put the first bottle in my hand.)
It was my fault I learned the power Of Death And became his closest friend When I was sixteen years old. (You said you'd never wanted me to begin with.)
It was my fault I learned the truth And had to choose Between me and you And I couldn't choose you Because I had finally seen The real view:
It was all my fault That I so blindly Trusted Adored Worshipped Loved you.