To my future love,

Here we are in this place once again
Me at your feet making a fool of myself
Have you ever thought that these coincidental meetings are actually our destiny
That we were actually meant to be
I see the way you smile at me when we come face to face
It's the same smile you make when you're in your man's arms
You seem so relaxed and calm
As if the world suddenly feels safe

Recently I don't know what has gotten into me
My dreams seem to be so vivid while reality seems so dull
I looked into the mirror only to see a man in a white mask
His tears seeped through the cracks as if he felt an emptiness inside his soul
He seemed incomplete
His eyes were as red as the fire that burn at hell's gate
It was scary but actually kind of sad
It was me behind the mask

Without you I am nothing but a gentle breeze
Floating wanderlessly through a black ocean
My heart seems to be anchored to your very being
Clinching tightly to something that clearly isn't there
Or is it...I can't help but to think that feel the same way about me
That your heart aches for mine
I just really believe that for some reason , but if not...
I need to learn how to let go.

This letter wasn't supposed to be this long,
But it seems I can't get you out my head
You lay under a giant maple tree in a open field reading a book
Suddenly you look up and smile, waving me over as the birds sing
I smiled back of course but I didn't come to you
Instead I just laid there in a bed of flowers
There scent reminded me of you, it was lovely
At that moment I realized all of this was a dream

Or was it...
I opened my eyes and there you were before me
Here we are in this place once again
Me at your feet making a fool of myself
Only this time it will not be the same
This time I will be your man
This time you will be in my arms walking away
Why you say...


Because I just love you that way